hollow

since when did words lose all their meaning
since when did they become senseless letters
thrown together to make a sound?

i don't remember
i can't remember

since when did time fade into slow motion
since when did seconds trickle into nothing
making everything suddenly slow down?

i don't remember
i can't remember

since when have i fallen into this forsaken ground?
since when have i become as empty and as hollow
as the words everybody seem to throw around?

i don't remember
i can't remember
i don't want to remember