stillness

currently listening to: Stillness by Paramita

'can you look upon your life without regrets,
can you look me in the eye and say
I know you so well, you can't live to tell
can't possibly survive cause you don't know how..

your silence means nothing to me
I am much braver now..

what I need to know, am I free to beg?
I sold half my soul, am I free to keep the other half?

and I know you're trying to justify
say I am the one to blame
well, free your wretched eyes
hatred is blinding you
well, look at me now, am I as dead as you?'


***just when i thought, i couldn't possibly feel any worse, you go ahead and prove me wrong.. thank you very much squirt, who would've thought you had it in you... but i'll be fine, i am much braver now.. i hope..