lost in you

she takes in the thick, damp air
in quiet contemplation,
the profound weight
of last night's words
still ringing in her ears
each sharp, heavy syllable
stabbing at her weary heart,
threatening to shatter it into pieces
she lets out a heavy sigh
surprised,
she could still breathe
surprised,
to hear her heart still beating
even as she bleeds
even as she shudders alone,
in her silent agonizing confusion..
and she wonders,
what now?
what now?..
but she knows there are no answers
only question
after question
after question..
right now, she is only sure of one thing,
even though it is pure madness
even though it is sheer stupidity
she knows, despairingly
she remains..
still yours,
even from afar..