battered hearts...

"You're just a battered soul, bleeding life to a planet of wounds.."- Angels in America

well, aren't we all?...

*sigh*.. it's so hard to keep up with the world. especially your world. why do i try, when i'm not even a significant part of it anymore.. why am i still asking these questions? why am still where i was almost a year ago? why do i even bother? oh how i hate you, you're so wrapped up in your own little world where everyone loves you *scoff*, where everyone adores you, where everyone makes you feel more important than others... but it's all just a fad, so go ahead. enjoy it while it lasts...

Everybody Loves You- Candyskins

You are everything I'd ever want to be
You can turn the whole world round
Even when you swear it sounds so heavenly
You make it easy
If seeing is believing I'll believe in you
Just say the word and I'll be there
Think of us forever somewhere wonderful
We'll be together

But I don't understand
Why you never call
I sent a thousand begging letters to your door
Everybody loves you
And everyone
Would just love to be like you
Everybody loves you
And I want to know
Is it something you get used to?

No one really knows you like I know you
The words they write seem so unfair
Your halo slipped again well dear that's nothing new
We will forgive you
But you don't understand
Well angels never do
You see the world's so much more beautiful with you
With you

Everybody loves you
And everyone
Would just love to be like you
Everybody loves you
And I want to know
Is it something you get used to?

Everybody loves you
Everybody loves you
Yeah everybody loves you
And everyone would just love to be like you
Everybody loves you
Yeah everybody loves you
Loves you
Everybody loves you
And everyone would just love to be like you
Everybody loves you
Loves you yeah yeah
Everybody loves youLoves you
Yeah everybody loves you
Yeah yeah yeah
And I want to know
Is it something you get used to?