ahhh, so this is a blog.. interesting..

oooh..so this is the blogger..well, anyway i made myself one just in case i would need a ready ear to air out my frustrations to as i try so desperately to get myself to sleep, somewhere to put the countless random thoughts i have in stances of spacing out, and if ever i'm lucky it might actually trigger any creative juices this so-called brain of mine can conjure in moments of immense boredom, euphoria, dementia and the like...well, you get my drift..

anyway, why don't we give it a shot then eh?
well, i can say that things are going pretty well for me right now..well, relatively.. school's uhm..well, school..i'm still trying to get used to the idea again of homework, book reviews, reports, tests and term papers.. agh! and i thought this was what i wanted..well, partly, i just never thought it would be this much work..and the other things? i dnt knw.. sometimes i wanna whack myself in the head for being so damn impulsive, its like i only have the ability to think after i've done somethin stupid, much worse, at times i know i'm doing something stupid but i just cant get myself to stop..and the irony here is i KNOW im a thinker, i majored in philosophy for pete's sake, and sometimes i even have the capacity to overanalyze the simplest thing and yet when it comes to my actions i am simply dumbfounded..

ahh..the things i get myself into.. i should be institutionalized..dang..